Monday, January 24, 2011

不习惯少了你们 =(

在这里呆了两个星期
开始了我的新工作
这真的不是一份正常人的工作
囧……
要很多的耐力
看在工钱高的份上
我忍罢了
不然早就打包了
我把我一大半的时间放在这工作上
早上见太阳
晚上见月亮
真的好累好累 >.<

不懂自己那来的毅力去做这份工
脚真的很痛
每次回到家脚都累到一个不行
很辛苦
把自己搞到不像样
豆豆多了很多
嘿~很可怜一下咯
我只能安慰自己
我忍!!!!

过年有5天的假期
我好想回家
可是买不到票
很悲咯~ 为什么买不到
我要回去啊!!!!!
很想家 很想朋友
很想念跟你们一起的日子
朋友 I MISS YOU ALL T^T
我超想回去的!!!!

今天妈妈打给我
她说听到我说很辛苦
她自己也心痛 >.<
我眼泪快飙出来了 T.T
最懂我的
还是我妈

不懂为了什么
累成这样
才18岁
真的要这样让它白白过去?
真的要把时间放完进去?
我最美丽的青春期
就酱过去??
kns...很气咯

妈妈叫我继续读书
我一定会继续读
这份工
只是暂时性的
我不会把它当成是我一辈子的工作
给我时间
我愿意熬下去
然后继续读书
XD


只是
我很想你们
今天自己一个人坐了半个小时的MRT
到Tanjong Pagar去看医生
因为permit的事
哈哈
我竟然觉得有点害怕
原来我几胆小的
哈哈
来到一个陌生的地方
我又不懂那座楼在那里
幸好遇到个好心人
跟我share taxi到那个到地方
不用我付钱
哈哈哈
回的时候就惨了
上到一辆很够力贵的taxi
囧……
算了
我今天用了很多钱
看医生用了$35
很够力贵咯
抽下血而已
医生帮我抽血的时候不敢看叻
只知道有点痛
>.<
可怜的女孩
哈哈哈

我这人
竟然想家了
有点不自在
少了被骂的日子
哈哈哈
犯贱啊我~xD
还有我亲爱的朋友
想你们了
想跟你们出去颠
一起说人坏话
一起疯狂
新年没得回去
真的有点不爽
没办法 >.<
买不到票
嘿呀呀~~~伤心死
算了 我忍!!!

1点05分
睡觉去
明天还要去受苦
嘿~~~

突然好想你们 =((

Friday, January 14, 2011

Valentine...♥

If there were no words
no way to speak
I would still hear you
If there were no tears
no way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you
and even if the sun refused to shine
even if romance ran out of rhyme
you would still have my heart until the end of time
you're all I need, my love, my valentine

All of my life
I have been waiting for
all you give to me
you've opened my eyes
and showed me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
but in my dreams I couldn't love you more
I will give you my heart
until the end of time
you're all I need, my love, my valentine

and even if the sun refused to shine
even if romance ran out of rhyme
you would still have my heart until the end of time
cause all I need is you my valentine
you're all I need, my love, my valentine


you are my valentine...


14/01/2011..our first valentine..
日记情人节快乐




Thursday, January 13, 2011

寂寞寂寞就好 ♥

还是原来那个我 不过留掉几公升泪所以变瘦
对着镜子我承诺 迟早我会换这张脸应对笑容
不算什么 爱错就爱错
早点认错 早一点解脱

我寂寞寂寞就好 这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到 受不了伤到快疯掉
死不了就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到 忘不了赖着不放掉
人本来就寂寞的 借来的都该还掉
我总会把你戒掉

还是原来那个你 是我自己做梦你又改变什么
再多的爱也没用 每个人有每个人的业障因果
会有什么 什么都没有
早点看破 才看的见以后

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

New life =D

Hey guys..I'm back..haha XD
Long time did not upload my blog cause I'm busy with my life..haha
My new life in singapore..I'm really excited XD
I got a new job..it's just like a beauty shop..skin care..hair care..and all the girl things..
I'm satisfied with my new job..=D
But I hope I can work at Tampines mall..now I have to work at Simei..although not too far but I really scare ==''
A strange place..no friends..and the most important thing is..my english is poor..==
lol...Scare..scare..scare...a lots of scare..oh god...hard to communicate with other people ><
I didnt come back to ipoh when CNY..friends..cannot celebrate with you all...T.T..
Friday I have to start my job..not yet prepare anything..shirt..shoes..and need to make up every day..this is the law!!! And I have to follow...damn it...without make up..nothing..just pay $50 enough..==''
Home sweet home..I miss my bed..my pillow..my family..my friends..ipoh food..really want to make my dreams come true now..miss so much..T^T

3.35am now...it's time to sleep..lol..

GOOD NIGHT ALL GUYS..

ENJOY MY LIFE =D